Grey

there were times we used to gather
thoughts arround our unbrakeable light
that used to shine the path
we used to walk on

behind your steps the roses
faded now along with my desires
i cryed loud to hear me
but you sit, unfitted in my eyes

hate me, brake me, bit me
don’t just walk aside
there are, so many
words unspoken in my mind

there were times we used to gather
thoughts arround our unbrakeable light
that used to shine the path
we once made it ours

behind our steps the roses
are fading now along with our desires
i cry loud, you can’t hear
as you sit, unfitted in my eyes

hate me, brake me, bit me
don’t just walk aside
there are, so many
words unspoken in my mind

Sick God
(twisted logos)

Drop down on your knees and beg for the saviour
to give you nothing
the blessed liquor that fills it’s veins
holly bitterness

to wash down your sins and give you faith
to start all over
with the drunk state of the holy grace
all the earth preys for

so twisted minded roaming creature that holds up
his hope of ever beat it
ever giveup its nature of sickness of the fucking wander
shouting
again and again in the desert of its own flat minded brain
giving up in the end and starting all over again

to wash down your sins and give you faith
to start all over
with the drunk state of the holy grace
all the earth preys for

leave me out in the desert
i will have my peek of heaven
starve me up to death to see if
i wont lose my faith
send those red-eyed beasts to watch me
shivering the nights
then all you have to do is tell me
that i wont fit your strange desires

Without Wings

i’ve chosen my path back then
to walk in your footsteps
to embrace your lightened shadow
not be lead astray
but there comes one time men should
bear it’s own desires
to kiss you for last time
and leave into thy night

corrupted wings you gave me
now i cannot fly
my life as i once knew it
now it must have died
away in lies and fakeness
once i bore for truth
you gave me wings to fly but I
fell down from you

to shake those wings of terror
wings won’t ever fly
like once i might just step
just a half an inch aside
to chose my own styx that i
might just cross in peace
away from life and death
and all the stench of bliss

corrupted wings you gave me
now i cannot fly
my life as i once know it
now it must have died
away in lies and fakeness
once i bore for truth
you gave me wings to fly but I
fell down from you

Above and Beyond

Drifting Away in time
a breath that’s growing cold
proud solitude of a hand
that noone wants to hold

above and beyond life
above and beyond my self it seems
above and beyond life
into strange dreams

fragracies closed to ash
a ghost of love and art
embitter and thrill the flesh
which dreams can tear apart

above and beyond life
above and beyond my self it seems
above and beyond life
into strange dreams

above the life above the heavens
above the stars into the sky
drifting away in solitude
which dreams can’t tear apart

above and beyond life
above and beyond my self it seems
above and beyond life
into strange dreams

HALO (depeche mode cover)

You wear guilt
Like shackles on your feet
Like a halo in reverse

I can feel
The discomfort in your seat
And in your head it’s worse

There’s a pain
A famine in your heart
An aching to be free

Can’t you see
All love’s luxuries
Are here for you and me

And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms

And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

Prodigal Son

as night falls upon the sun
words seems meaningless, sounds can’t harm
just keep stearing at the clouds that shade the earth

every second pass in peace
as i reach out to my bliss
drifting away in silence looking at the dirt

oh, my son
what have i done
i have left you bleeding, lonely in the world, youre gone
where’s the sun
his light to come
i can’t see my path i’m searching when my eyes are blind

will i live or will i die
doesn’t matter now just why
hope keeps me alive despite His will of might

are they tears of joy or not
mankind waste in front my cross
are they begging or the’re here to wish me luck

oh, my son
what have i done
i have left you bleeding, lonely in the world, youre gone
where’s the sun
his light to come
i can’t see my path i’m searching when my eyes are blind

Nothing High

As we wither, to the scentless ground
to a poor reaction
of we once used to be. we owned the sun
it’s life reflection

cold and darkness, nothing to live for
as our dreams were fullfiled
we stand in the center of our world
there’s nothing to feel

as we gazed the stars
dreaming to be there
on the skyes

so we reached them high
just to realize
that our dreams are cold and dark

Let the angels fall

convicted, to bear the tears of fate
i cant live without, but i cannot stay
when the dreams i care for die
with the angels. All fallen in the night

somethimes i try
to let go the phantoms
let it all out

i’ve reached my fate
awake, by the shadows
of fake preys

all wounded, by blinding lights of life
i cant reach mines but i cannot step aside
sick and tired of doing right
i chose to step out from thy weary sight

World of lies

I wake up in the morning dreaming of the night
alone and sick and tired of the day’s disguises
of all these masks of greyness all of you might wear
of all the fake promisses that drives to despair

there’s no celebration
not a day to mask the pain i feel
you cannot expect from me to be the one
of your dreams
there’s no celebration
not a day to mask the pain i feel
you cannot expect from me to be the one
of your dreams

i keep on contemplating moments of the dark
that hides me from all sickness of their unfair art
they wrote the books of truth but using words of lies
there is no thing to rise or fall nothing but grime

Take me High

once more walking so alone
shining no light of my own
from all the things that fade in vain

lets chase shooting stars tonigh
i wish on them and all was right
fareway things that still remain

take me high
i still hope to see you smile
take me high
breathe me in for another while

once more walking so alone
shining no light of my own
from the things that fade in vain

from the ruin of all the things
someday will grow back our wings
we’ll be chasing stars above

No light

To live inside with a fraction
of a poor minded god
to stand up to a thin reflection
of it’s own livid sober face that

reflects your guilt
not to be born as truth
not to have seen the light
(when broke) outside the whomb

Seventeen

Dreams
allways dream about my seventeen
dreams
that i’ll never lose my silver wings

not a second lost without her smile
not a thought without her by my side
not a rose or song to match her smile
to me

Dreams
always dream about my seventeen
dreams
that i’ll never lose my silver wings

like a shadow brought into the light
she came crushing into my desires
now i praise the gods to give her smile
to me

dreams
in my dreams we fly amongst our sins
dreams
we can be forever seventeens

all the paths we chosed to walk aside
all the things that keep us in the night
all the miles that separates our sights
to beat